Lost

Will i ever awaken from this nightmare i call life? seems like i'm lost possibly misguided/my pain i hide it well as i dwell in my personal hell/felt like i was hopeless unworthy of love/looking up above hoping for a shove in the right direction/seems so long since i've had some affection and a sense of protection/i wanna find that connection that everlasting perfection.great sex an convesation/

Despair

IT'S FUNNY HOW THE PERPATRATOR IS SO QUICK TO FORGET/AND LEAVE YOU TO DEAL WITH ALL THEE EMOTIONAL SHIT/PICK UP THE PIECES/LOOKING FOR RELEASES/DANCING WITH THE DEVIL/AFTER MIDNIGHT NOT LIVIN RIGHT/NOT LIVIN LIFE TO MY FULLEST POTENTIAL/DAYS KEEP PASSIN/START ASKIN WTF AM I HEADED/ANOTHER SUNRISE AND I DREAD IT/DEAD IT'S SEEMING LIKE A VIABLE OPTION/THE DEPRESSION AINT STOPPIN/PILL POPPIN AND BLUNT SMOKIN TRY AND RELAX/IT'S SOME HARD SHIT TO FACE THE FACTS/STUCK IN THIS FUCKIN PLACE/I FEEL TRAPPED/I HATE THIS STATE,HATE BEING OVERWEIGHT,STAYING UP LATE SLEEPING ALL DAY/FIND ANOTHER WAY A NEW PATH TO FOLLOW /BUT DEPRESSION SWALLOWS ME WHOLE/TAKING A TOLL ON MY SOUL/HEART BECOMES COLD OUTLOOK GETS BITTER/BUT I'M NOT A QUITTER/SO I HAVE TO STRIVE TO SURVIVE/AND REALIZE PEOPLE LOVE ME AND PEOPLE CARE

IT'S SO HARD TO SEE WHEN YOUR SHROWDED IN MISERY AND DESPAIR