Echos Of The Past

sitting here burning in the fire/how can i fullfill my deepest desires/feed this ravenous hunger/like i'm under hypnosis/ so close its nearly in my grasp/but it continues to pass me by/then i awake/shake and tremble/tremble and shake/what's it gonna take to learn from my mistakes?i need awnsers/some since of solace/all this self doubt and seco

4.29

4.30 AM and i'm stayin awake /trying to make the pieces fit/this it the life we've got to live/searching for a sense of happiness/this forgotten bliss/that i miss sooo bad/ never realizing what we had/and that sacredness has been desegrated/i've made it thru another year/but with out you my dear i am nothing and

Lost

Will i ever awaken from this nightmare i call life? seems like i'm lost possibly misguided/my pain i hide it well as i dwell in my personal hell/felt like i was hopeless unworthy of love/looking up above hoping for a shove in the right direction/seems so long since i've had some affection and a sense of protection/i wanna find that connection that everlasting perfection.great sex an convesation/

Despair

IT'S FUNNY HOW THE PERPATRATOR IS SO QUICK TO FORGET/AND LEAVE YOU TO DEAL WITH ALL THEE EMOTIONAL SHIT/PICK UP THE PIECES/LOOKING FOR RELEASES/DANCING WITH THE DEVIL/AFTER MIDNIGHT NOT LIVIN RIGHT/NOT LIVIN LIFE TO MY FULLEST POTENTIAL/DAYS KEEP PASSIN/START ASKIN WTF AM I HEADED/ANOTHER SUNRISE AND I DREAD IT/DEAD IT'S SEEMING LIKE A VIABLE OPTION/THE DEPRESSION AINT STOPPIN/PILL POPPIN AND BLUNT SMOKIN TRY AND RELAX/IT'S SOME HARD SHIT TO FACE THE FACTS/STUCK IN THIS FUCKIN PLACE/I FEEL TRAPPED/I HATE THIS STATE,HATE BEING OVERWEIGHT,STAYING UP LATE SLEEPING ALL DAY/FIND ANOTHER WAY A NEW PATH TO FOLLOW /BUT DEPRESSION SWALLOWS ME WHOLE/TAKING A TOLL ON MY SOUL/HEART BECOMES COLD OUTLOOK GETS BITTER/BUT I'M NOT A QUITTER/SO I HAVE TO STRIVE TO SURVIVE/AND REALIZE PEOPLE LOVE ME AND PEOPLE CARE

IT'S SO HARD TO SEE WHEN YOUR SHROWDED IN MISERY AND DESPAIR

The Audacity

HOW THE FUCK I'M A PAY THE RENT?/POCKET FULL OF LENT/STRESSIN MY BODY

AND MIND/LORD GIVE ME A SIGN/SOME INTERVETION THAT'S DIVINE/TRYIN 2FIND

MY PLACE IN THIS RAT RACE/MENTAL WOUNDS CAN'T BE ERASED/DEPRESSIONS

NEVER HAD A RECESSION/STRESSIN OVER PROBLEMS THEY COME IN THE VARIETY

PACK/XANAX TO QUALM MY ANXIETY ATTACKS/BLAZE SACKS TO THE BRAIN JUST 2


STAY SANE/FIGHT TO REFRAIN FROM PREVIOUS WAYS/THESE ARE THE DAYS OF

LIFES/AND THEY'RE MOVIN FAST LIKE SAND THRU AN HOUR GLASS/CAN I LAST AND

GET PAST THESE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS?OR AM I DESTINED SPEND THE REST

OF MY LIFE/DEPRESSED,ALONE DYING ON MEDICATION.MY MEDITATIONS MUSIC I

USE TO GET THRU THIS SHIT/DROP THE HOOK YO LET'S DO THIS SHIT